Artists: Present Blessing, Tuva Welin
Songwriter: Gift Blessing
Developed by: Tellingbeatzz
Blend and master: Måns Billner
Filmed and edited by: Creststudios
Directed by: Gift Blessing, Creststudios
Social media: @Giftblessingmusic
Bookings: giftblessingmusic@gmail.com
Credit score:
Director: Present Blessing
Producer: Present Blessing
Animation: Empire Animate
Videography: Atencion Generation
Put up-generation: Alexander “Creststudios” Boestad
Story by: Present Blessing
Sound engineer: Måns G. Billner
Seem structure: Måns G. Billner, Gift Blessing
Video clip commissioner: Reward Blessing
Casting: Reward Blessing
Protagonist: Reward Blessing
Metacharacter (Psychopomp/guide): Israel G. Blessing
Therapist: Adrian Verheyke
Customer: Josefin Johansson
Singer: Tuva Welin
Distinctive thanks: Alexander Vibeck, Skylten
LYRICS:
Component 1:
I dislike myself
And I will f*cking loathe you if you feel sorry for me
I’m fatigued
I’m sickly depressed
Sinking in strain
But really do not come to feel sorry for me ’cause I swear to god I did this to myself
I Constantly gotta desire
Usually gotta scheme
Usually gotta would like
For the most difficult matters
Constantly gotta imagine
I can never blink
It’s my minimal youngster
It is life is in my palms
But I want that I could smash its brains out
‘Cause it is a worthless hungry parasite
That is slowly and gradually killing me within just
Often gotta ink lyrics with double meanings
If no a person hears it then it’s meaningless
And I’m terrified of what that suggests
Appear at all the sacrifice I made
Misplaced my woman
Lost my mates
For some supporters who by no means cared
I pursued a foolish desire and dropped my educational grades
No marvel I never see my father
He most likely hides at the rear of that disgrace
Misplaced my rest
Misplaced my mind
Shed the hunger I experienced
So I skip just about every dinner and leave my entire household betrayed
And my guilt is having me ’cause they retain serving me a plate
But I ain’t coming
They will all die famished if they wait around
Glimpse at the goddamn outrageous charges that I paid out
For a psychedelic state
Acquired a poor trip alternatively of a divine significant that could’ve elevated me
I’m very damn overcome
So I easily could possibly as well just dive into this incredibly lake
For I have sacrificed all the realest points in lifestyle for a fantasy I hate
Funny matter is I’m pretty damn informed
But for a seriously long time
I have neglected about the variety of life that I brutally set at stake
For the sensation of fiddling with the vigorous pen
That is creating a town of literary mastery
Towering in direction of the spirit of God
Then it breaks
For I’m creating to escape
From the issues that I build
And I’m rattling in a corner with a stimulant tablet
I’m battling hell
Might as very well die with this little one in this lake I’m-
